Anymoo, I have been cut off from the world. officially. I hate people, I love being alone.... and I miss my mom. I'll tell you how my spring break has been. If I had to summarize it with one word, I would have to use the word "rubbish". I hate people who don't fucking know how to entertain themselves, or be with themselves. I can be all alone for a month and NEVER be bored, they go to my fucking house (I never ask them to) to bitch in my ear about how fucking BORED they are. For fucks sake! Go out and do something then! FFFUUUUUUUUU- anymoo, it all started when my dad wouldn't fucking leave for Ontario.. all he did was hog the TV and eat ALL of the food that was bought for me and yell like a fucking moron. so anyways.. he finally left yesterday, or the day before. I'm not sure which.. I'm not keeping track of anything as of late. So anyways, my brothers girlfriend is here chillin, and she was asked to hang out with me and check on me every once in a while or whatever, and I honestly don't want her here anymore. it started out fine, but now she complains about how she is bored and wants to go out and do something and I want her to go away and whine somewhere else.. maybe gain some independance. honestly I know the more I hang out with her, the more annoying I get, and hence, the more she prolly shit talks me. it's almost pissing me off because sometimes she invites her stupid fucking friend over and gives them MY MOVIES that I rented with my MOMS card. For fucks sake! I mean what if they break them?! She is paying. Stupid. Haha I feel like such a junkie.. all I do is lay around and eat food and play video games. Thank god for my amazing metabolism, otherwise I would be fat fat fat. Man, I have been hating on everything and everybody as of late. I kinda just wanna be alone. Don't get me wrong, I wanna still talk to friends on the net, but I want to be left alone off the net. I have been playing fire emblem to escape from other peoples problems, for about 26 hours now Thank the lawd for my moms diamond account at movie gallary, or my game would be a couple of days overdue by now -_-''

Man, my room is such a fucking mess. It looks like shiiiit. I don't wanna clean though, I've better things to do, well not really, but you know. I've been spray painting my wall like crazy. I've been thinking of getting a bunch of colours and taking down the posters on my wall till I'm done with it. I don't think inhaling it is too healthy for me but meh, i'll cope i'm thinking of making my wall like the chick off of "Candy" fucked up her wall when she was on the drugs. I didn't get that movie at all but it was so awesome when she went psycho. I say man a lot before a sentence. Oh I was watching American Idol the other day, and that new host chick is a BIIIIITCH, seriously. Anyways, I hope my bro's girlfriend hasn't gone through my drawing book, it'll make her MORTIFIED of being in my presence. Also she'll prolly tell her stupid friends about what's in it. hehehe. hrm. I wanna shoot certain people in the face right now. i miss Josh Kingston. That kid's brill. Went on a first date for the first time in like.. 7 or 8 years. Lucky bum. haha he seems to be doing good. i'm happy for him. Man, people are so fake...Holy ass, I think the fumes are getting to me, I can't type worth shiiiiiit. Anyways, I think I need some fresh air... This was really pointless and random. 0.O I wonder how many people made it this far into this weird rant... O.o